My favourite word is "never"

What hurt me the most was how well I remember your face. It's like I've been looking at it every single second for the past year. And now I dream about you every night.

I can't forget your face. Nor how much I loved you. I don't think you'll ever find someone who loves you more than I did.

I forgot I'm only human

Sometimes... sometimes when I think of something silly... or say something funny, I remember the way your laughter sounded. And how your smiling face looked with your eyes half-closed. And the way you used to shrug your shoulders while laughing quietly.

It's been 6 months since we last spoke. Or is it maybe more? When did we really talk to each other for the last time?

It's been 1 year since you betrayed me. Again.

A friend of mine told me that the best thing I could do was to love you from afar and hope from the bottom of my heart that you would come to your senses.

I'm sorry. I'm just not big enough to forgive you.

P.S. "I've been breaking my back with the weight of your heart"... Although, I know that the real heavy heart to carry... is mine.