You Let Me Down Again

You think I loved you more when you were unhappy?

Maybe I did.

Maybe I prefer you miserable, helpless and in despair cause it somehow makes you see things clearer. And maybe I just need to feel loved again, maybe I need you to need me no matter how much I hate needs...

Facts are:
I can't stop you from what I think would be a great mistake and you can't let me control you forever.

I can't expect you to never let me down again if you don't feel it.

I can't want you to look in the same direction as me and never say you knew we would eventually be apart. And wish me good luck and safe travels to Canada.

I thought I would never wish things weren't like that. I never thought you would really feel this way... again.

I also never thought for a second that we would eventually be apart and be okay with it.

But... good luck and safe travels.