Tears on my ipad

"It doesn't matter how you feel about it and how you justify it to yourself. In the end your actions are not isolated. They affect me and I suffer. ...And I've been suffering... and loving you...

But honey, I don't know how much more love and patience I have left in me.

You can wait to find out.

Or you can do whatever else you want."

Beginning of the end

When things start to happen, things that I don't want...

When I begin to see A CHOICE in something that you claim to be your nature...

When I can't spend a second without feeling this enourmous pain in my left side...

When I begin to wake up in the middle of the night and questions and conclusions begin to crush my skull...

When I begin to understand that there is no going back on the road you've taken and I begin to mourn...

When I see you step away...

When I step back and I don't want to come closer...

...

That's when I know that things are falling apart.

Like they always do.

Trick of light

"The darkness can sometimes be a pleasure to me. I stand around from the outside of it, peering from the edge,... looking for the answers to the questions I'll never ask..."

Forbidden city

I just love:
- the way you yawn at me in the morning :-}
- the funny manner in which you put your socks on
- the made up songs that you sing while you're drying your hair
- the way you kiss me when you think I am asleep
- the weird hilarious nicknames you have for me
- when you dance in your underwear :-D
- your inability to be serious when I am yelling at you
and then your humble obedience... after all.
- the feeling that you wedge in me when I look into your eyes... and suddenly music starts to play at the back of my mind...

And in the music video the main characters meet somewhere in the middle of the way, lock in a hug and she says that she loves him for the first time.
And then it starts raining and all the people around disappear, run and hide...
But them.