Choose wisely

"

- You're leaving me because you can't leave her.

You're killing me so that she doesn't die.

Why me?

- Honey... let go of the gun, please...

- She is a flower that will fade in a single breath.

What about me?

- Honey, I beg you, leave the gun...

- Wouldn't everything end for you when this door opens? I will die, too.

Do you want to lose me?

- No...

- Me?

Me..?

- Give me the gun...

- Me...

Me...

YOUR precious honey... "

(shoots herself... right in the heart)

P.S. I guess it's just one of those moments when you feel so desperately, hopelessly in love... that you can't help but post something absolutely suicidal...

...at least.

I can't afford to watch you walk away
These games you play are bringing me down
If you could see all of this sorrow in me...
I've got to believe you'll stick around

If I'd known then, would I know now? x2

Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love...

My life goes on slowly without you
I move through space and time
I feel the air heavy upon my skin
And I wonder if I'll see you again

If I'd known then, would I know now? x2

Love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love, love...

The Pierces - Space + Time.mp3


I can see it like a vision... That will be the song on repeat on my Ipod if you decide to leave me one day.
I'll play it first thing in the morning and untill I pass out from crying in my bed at night. It will be playing without a pause, crossfading on and on, like a soundtrack to my thoughts, wherever I go, whoever I talk to...

And if we really do split apart some day, I can only hope that you will be playing a sad song half as good as this one

Too late for love

I used to wonder what was worse: just not being with the one you love or not being able to be with the one you love. Now I wonder between not having your beloved or having him and still feeling lonely as shit...

Will I always have to beg for your love, attention and affection?
I'm always on my knees praying and hoping for a kiss, a touch, a look... I never stop yearning for it. And I always get it a moment too late.

A moment too late is really late.

Archive - Again.mp3

Ecstasy

Изпитах пълен екстаз. Самозабрава в унеса ми от екзалтация. Мммммм...
Само ти ме караш да се чувствам така ...
сякаш съм сама

in my room,

на пода,

с моята музика,
в моята вселена, в която светлината само идва от теб - единствената звездичка

и въпреки Florence, Sivert Hoyem, Martin&Dave, Warpaint и The Pierces, си говорим в мълчание и слушаме тишината.

Обичам те както майски бръмбар свободата си :} ... както обичам сладолед в късна есен, когато е най-нелепо да си купя.


Depeche mode - Higher love
Depeche mode - In your room
Depeche mode - Stripped
Depeche mode - Never let me down again
The Hundred In The Hands - Commotion
Wye Oak - Civillian
Warpaint - Elephants
Warpaint - Krimson
Warpaint - Burgundy
Madrugada - What's on your mind
Madrugada - Whatever happened to you
Madrugada - Majesty
Madrugada - On your side
Madrugada - Vocal